Regret.

Is it a large word to use??

Should'nt have look it up. Because the truth hurts. It always does.

In turn, I found out that your feelings for someone else was way stronger than it is for me. hmm.. Ignorance is trully a bliss.

Letting you know how I feel didn't help either. And my concern ended with, "You're choking me" and "You're Pressurising me".

When we first started out, I embarked with full swing & zest. But you're blowing out my candle and Im not getting good vibes here. Instead of feeling that we're two people in love, I'm left feeling like a bystander.

or maybe its just me. Maybe you're right. Maybe I think too much. heh.

And the worse thing of all. I don't despise you, but hate myself more.




*SISKA RINI BTE SULAIMAN, I miss you so bad*