its all too familiar.. isn't it Lyz.. his disgruntled.. the head shaking side-to-side with a long winding sigh.. and the turn away in disgust look.. which left you ridiculed..baffled..
its happening once more.. the same o'l reaction everytime they found what a muddlehead you really are..

can't you do anything right..?!!

trying isn't good enough. obviously. to seep out from the feeling of inadequacy, you think being a certain figure to the society will make you feel important..needed..equal even.. but five years passed.. and nothing changed..

if it does. it's worse.
for ONCE. stop making a blunder/fool/stupidity out of yourself. the things that never fail to leave a space.

and all that you can do is hide under the covers and tear the moment things get hard. too hard for you to handle..

Damn you Lyz.. Damn you..