Had a really trying day at work earlier. was on the verge of bursting out of anger when certain revelations arises unexpectedly. but i managed to calmed down and told myself it's not worth my while. heh.

seriously. do you think i'm not aware of the current situation you put us in? do you think i'm that bloody ignorant? do you need further education on the meaning of friendship, or are you too fucken blinded by jealousy that you can't see clearly between fine lines of healthy interactions and amorously getting his attention. and you left me bemused with the way you acted these past week. so drama mama.

dammit. can't you get it through that thick skull of yours we are not only friends but family. we are close waaayyy before you came along. is that so bloody difficult for you to understand?

and the most funny part of all, he's not even yours to begin with. and you already acting like a possesive pyscho bitch.

siow!

you can spew around whatever you think of me, true or not, honestly i don't give two hoots about you and your fucken thoughts. but if you think you got a problem with my attitude, or with the way i talk to the boys, especially the one you so desperately need to be around with all the time, then come and tell me in my face.

actually. you don't need to. cause it won't change anything. plus, i don't fucking care anymore.

i'm disappointed with you. i am sick with your childish retorts, immature, mindfucking actions. Don't go blowing your horns at innocent bystanders when you can't chained him to your side. phuck! i'm pissified. i am never a defensive person because i believe in not explaining myself to the people around me, especially my friends who knows me well enough to think i would do anything to hurt their feelings. it made me wonder if being nice to you is ever worth my fucking time. don't you think of the repercussions to your demeaning actions of bringing along your personal agenda into the working space. heh.

i am hysterical.

breathe lyzzie breathe.... inhale... exhale...

i don't know how long you wish to do this to us and honestly i don't really care. have it your way.

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can't wait for work to end just now... all this drama mama is draining me out. plus, i miss my charmingeyes love. fortunately my baby soothens my frazzled nerve and makes it all better.

awak.. thank you for fetching me yeah. u're sucha a darl.

and also the insanes who never fail to crack me up. hee hee. hemanairentollahhassanshiblydzul.