You know what i find interesting.

People who endlessly try to tear you down, and make a huge effort to see you end up splattered on the floor. the "insulters". the ones that take your free spirit and light away from your soul.

I think we have thoughts twirling through our heads when we see, read or hear things we don't agree with, and i think we all react immediately in some way. but personally, i find that if i fire off something immediately but tear it up or delete it without sending it (i.e sms-es) then i can get the immediate anger out and then respond in a more intelligent way later. That SHOULD have happened.

but i guess life never does happens as it "should", does it?

in the end, i'm only capable of being me. and you're right, i need not censor myself. it's easy to say, "I'll never do that again!" and trim the edges. Trim, trim, trim until there's nothing left of you.