i woke & as if his image had passed through my soul forever, my chest locked in painful surges. Like the dream left me paralyzed it dissuades me from getting up & i curled into a ball and hid underneath my blanket. I spent some minutes figuring him out. then i decided it was about me.

i could feel the realness of it all. In euphoria, my heart ached and i felt a gust cleave through my heart cavity from the sweet pain of looking at him. after the longest time, i was happily in tears, gravitating towards his presence. our skin touch for the first time. after the longest time. we were breathing in sync as we sat on carpet ground between the bookshelves. the dream was wrapped in a soft fog of a pure moment, a moment promising so much more. after the longest time.

On the whole journey to work today, he fogged my mind. i did not shake away any thoughts & i washed myself with the emotions. i went ahead with feeling him completely.

waiting for a revelation of one's mind. until now, i am still waiting.